I started this thing up in 2011 yet in these past few years I've managed to seldom post or get into this blogging lark, despite my good and sincere intentions to. This thought occurred to me to to tonight. Amid the pain and joy of the past 2 years I've frequently lacked the time, topics and general motivation and opportunities to do so I guess, but perhaps more than that I feel an uneasy conundrum at which aspects of my life I really want to share.
My recent posts show a carefree girl with immaculate hair, an image I like to project but one that's so far removed from the real me. It's a rare and inspiring aspect though and the purpose of re-starting this blog was to remember the frivolities that I'd lost with everything else. Even so, i'm not entirely comfortable with projecting an image something far more fluffy than my life. My life is many things but fluffy it ain't.
I also struggle to know how much about my son I should be sharing with the world, would he one day thank or deride me for sharing his childhood moments with the world? And if I don't include him then that pretty much leaves me unpostable too as I'm pretty much a full on attachment mother and wherever I go my baby goes, quite literally. So I'm still debating where to go with this thing and when I get some ideas I hope to re-emerge with them.
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